At night, when it’s chilly
And I have to take an extra hot shower or bath
Sealing up the windows, and doors that let the cracks of light in
And it feels like a house on the opposite coast
Instead of a California residence
Then I think
There’s something about the idiosyncrasies
That make it feel like a relationship
With a person not a place
Because a person has quirks, things you like and things you tolerate
And you have the same things in your relationship with yourself, things you appreciate and things you despise
The same is with this home
Not sterile and new
Not energy efficient or polished
But rough and worn
A path hewn out back with found stones
I always wanted a place like this
One from the 30’s…almost 100 years old
One that would communicate
Back to me